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有段时期 I went through a period...
性爱变得暴力起来 when sex had to be violent.
我渴望感受到真实 I was desperate to feel something real.
但一切都感觉不真实 Nothing felt real.
每个吻都似蜻蜓点水 Every kiss felt like half of what it should be.
你只是在接触空气 You're just reaching for air.
我们必须唱歌 We have to sing.
激扬他人的心情以此帮助他们 Help people by lifting their hearts.
那不全是真的哦 It's not all real.
我本以为你必须了解对的人 I thought you had to know the right people...
接近他们 get close to them.
接近能给你所需的人 The ones who could give you what you need...
来穿越藩篱 to get through the fence.
看！他飞起来啦！ Oh! He flying!
他飞走啦！ He went away!
我想有所经历 I wanted experience.
我告诉自己 I told myself
任何经历都比没有经历好 any experience is better than no experience.
我想要活着 I wanted to live...
唱自己的歌 sing my song.
你想游泳吗 梅丽莎？ You going for a swim, Melissa?
这就是医生 This is the Doctor.
每年都有为他开的派对 Have a party for him every year.
庆祝 Celebrate.
敬医生 To the Doctor.
祝他永垂不朽 Eternity.
别不好意思 Don't be shy.
没事的 这可不是一般的东西 It's okay. It's a special thing.
这很特别 It's a special thing.
- 这很特别 - 好吧 - It's a special thing. - Okay.
你喜欢这些人吗 Do you like these people?
怎么了 你不喜欢他们什么 Why not? What have you got against them?
- 我压根不认识他们 - 那就去认识吧 - I don't even know them. - Well, get to know them.
你得先挑一个 You had to pick one.
有个女孩在... There's one girl in a...
你叫什么 What's your name?
重来 我要你的吹奏 Let's go from the top again, just 'cause I want your tongue
比原来更高三倍 to be three times the size it should be.
好的 头儿 Yes, sir.
他拥有一切 His hands were in everything.
金钱 名声 The money, the fame.
我本以为只要我付出点什么 I Thought he could help me...
他就能帮到我 if I paid my dues.
你也许有男朋友吧？ You probably have a boyfriend, huh?
他说我很漂亮 He told me I was pretty.
他叫什么 What's his name?
跟我撒谎也行 Just tell me a complete lie.
你想对我说什么都行 You could... you could say anything you want to me.
这就是我有趣的地方 That's the fun about me.
我骗了你 I lied to you.
各位 你们就是未来 And, people, you are the future!
你们将决定我们的世界 You will decide what happens
会发生什么 to our world!
天上的鸟会发生什么 What happens to the birds of the air,
海里的鱼会发生什么 the fish in the sea,
我们喝的水会变得怎么样 the water that we drink.
你们将决定我们的世界会怎么样 You will decide what happens to our world.
各位 你们就是未来 You, people, you are the future!
而未来就是现在 And the future is now!
我觉得你该告诉他 I think you should tell him...
我们的事 about us.
在他认识我们之前 We were together
我们就已经在一起了 before he even knew us.
没错 Right.
- 你在看吗 - 在看 - Are you looking? - Yes!
今年夏天我去过那 Oh, I was there this summer.
工作呢 今年你在工作吗? What about a job? You working this year?
我干着几份不同的工作 你知道吗？ I have a few different jobs, you know?
在挑最合适的? You looking around?
- 是啊 我试着呢- 是吗? - Yeah, I'm trying. - Yeah?
你担心我吗 爸？ You worry about me, Daddy?
我只想知道你的近况 I just wanna know what you're doing.
我打听太多了吗 Am I prying too much?
有个人 不过... There is someone, but...
我不太确定会怎么样 I'm not really sure what's gonna happen.
好吧 Okay.
他靠演出赚钱吗？ But does he play out, like, make money playing and stuff?
- 是的? - 嗯哼 - He does? - Mm-hmm.
所以他是个有工作的音乐人? So he's a working musician?
- 嗯哼 - 好的 这可是个好消息 - Mm-hmm. - All right, well, that's good to hear.
你觉得我能见见他吗 You think I could meet him?
以后吧 Maybe someday.
你信任这个人吗 Do you trust this man?
要知道 我们从来没听到过你的消息 You know, we never hear from you.
你妈妈和我想有空一起来看你 Your mom and I wanna come up and visit together sometime.
她很想你 She really misses you.
我们只希望你快乐 We just want you to be happy.
无论你做什么 Whatever you're doing.
我知道 I know.
我是谁 Who am I?
我带人看房 I show apartments.
帮人遛狗 A dog walker.
我以为我们可以随意做爱 I thought we could just roll and tumble.
在歌至歌 Live from song to song.
吻至吻中活着 Kiss to kiss.
这是干嘛 What's that for?
标记一下 "X" marks the spot.
我爱你的灵魂 I love your soul.
说 啊 Go, "Ah."
啊 Ah...
哦 不好 Oh, no.
怎么了 What's the matter?
让我看看 Let me see.
你能看到我的灵魂吗 Can you see my soul?
它还在那吗 Is it still there?
有什么好笑的 What's so funny?
你跟这家伙有多熟 How well do you know this guy?
他怎么会让你待他家 And how come he's letting you stay at his place?
你不该信任他 You shouldn't trust him.
为什么 Why not?
我只是觉得你该小心点 I just think you should be careful.
女士们 先生们 Ladies and gentlemen...
他说 相信我 He said, "Trust me."
- 我们该一起做张唱片 - 然后我信了 - We should make a record together. - And I did.
我知道你做现场音乐之类的 I know you do the live music thing and everything else,
但你不想赚点钱吗 but don't you wanna make some money?
不管我想要什么 他都能实现 Whatever I wanted, he'd make it happen.
你有天赋 You've got talent.
你想要一件吗 You want one of those?
你想成为我吗 You wanna be me?
你在哪买的这种衣服 Where do you get a jacket like this?
让你走路都不一样了 Makes you walk different.
给你买一百件这样的 Get you a hundred jackets like that.
你住这多久了 How long you lived here?
大约两周 About two weeks.
我不喜欢 I don't like it.
全部要出售 It's all for sale.
全部 All of it...
荣誉 头衔 honors, titles.
这一切都不存在 This, none of this exists.
你看到了什么 What do you see?
泳池? Pool?
一场舞台表演 It's a stage show.
都像自由落体一样简单 It's all just free fall.
你太骄傲了 You have too much pride.
我觉得骄傲是好事 I thought pride was a good thing.
人们都不够骄傲 People aren't proud enough.
自私 Selfish!
傲慢 自负 Arrogant! Conceited!
你要是能明白什么对你好 If you know what's good for you,
就远离这家伙 you will stay as far away
越远越好 from this man as you possibly can!
他身边的人变了 People changed around him.
他们做了些事 They did things.
我也是 So did I.
他这样离开我们 He leaves us alone this way.
是因为他想要自由 Because he wants to be free.
他这辈子都想获得自由 All his life, he's tried to get free.
但他却不知道怎么获得 He doesn't know how.
你不是你所认为的你 You aren't who you think you are.
他不爱你 He doesn't love you.
我喜欢这样的你 I like you this way.
我想要他那样的自由 I wanted to be free the way he was.
我继续见他 I went on seeing him.
我故意喝醉 I Let myself be smashed.
你不行? You can't?
为什么 Well, why can't you?
敢把你手指放进去吗 Do you trust me to stick your finger in here?
他做了一切 He did everything.
他用尽了所有毒药 He exhausted every poison.
他透彻一切形式的爱 折磨 疯狂 He knew every form of love, suffering, madness.
年轻时就要学习一切规矩 Learn all the rules when you're young,
因为这会让爸妈开心 'cause that makes Mom and Dad happy.
再把它们都他妈的全部忘掉 And then throw the fucking lot of them out the window.
它们就希望你这样 And they want you to! They want you to!
这样他就能探触到未知 So that he could reach the unknown.
他尝试过 He experimented.
他们用名字恫吓你 They scare you with names.
就像巫术 Like wickedness.
你喜欢我做我爱做的事 You liked it; that I did what I liked.
我把你拉到车里 I pulled you down in the car.
你发现 You realize that, um...
这就像大海 you know, it's like the sea.
一切来来往往 Things come in and out.
我们感到快乐 兴奋 We feel happy and ecstatic.
不久之后 And then, you know, hours later,
我们就感受到最深的悲痛 或是.. you know, we feel the deepest sorrows, or...
我不太相信爱情 I didn't believe enough in love.
怕它会引火烧身 Afraid it would burn me up.
准备好遭受痛苦吧 Be ready to suffer.
别怕 Don't be afraid.
我看见我的丈夫 I saw my husband.
就房间那头的这个男孩 I saw this boy across the room.
我爱... And I loved... I...
我... I just...
对他一见钟情 loved him the first moment I saw him.
我们一起生活 And we had a life.
美好又艰难 And it was beautiful, and it was difficult.
我本以为我会与他共度余生 And I thought I would be with him for the rest of my life.
但他去世了 But he died.
我想摆脱所有束缚 I wanted to escape from every tie.
逃离一切控制 Every hold.
无论代价多少 拥有我的生活 To have life at any price.
而非苟且偷生 Not to settle.
而是不断向前... To go up...
往高处走 Higher.
走向自由 free.
鸟儿们说... The birds said...
我们会永远相爱 we'd love each other forever.
爱永不止息 Love never fails.
似乎没什么能使我们分开 Didn't seem like anything could break us apart.
我觉得我们会互相鼓舞 Thought we'd build each other up...
一起做音乐 make music together.
- 什么意思 - 我们做张该死的唱片 - What do you mean? - Let's make a fucking record.
你认识费伊（即鲁妮·玛拉饰演的角色）多久了？ How long have you known Faye?
她算是我的接待员 She's a receptionist for me.
多久？ How long?
我想她来给我工作是... I guess she came to work for me...
在她17岁时 when she was 17.
或许16岁 16, maybe.
现在来做出正确决定 Let's us decide what's right now.
干杯 Cheers.
- 你对这世界怎么看 - 就随它去吧 - What do you think of this world? - It's its own.
- 一无所有 对吧？ - 没错 - There's no possessions, right? - No.
你知道我感觉糟透了 You know I felt terrible about that.
啤酒 Beer...
亲爱的（M’dear与beer同音） M'dear?
为什么你总像个荡妇？ Why've you been a slut?
我知道这是我人生中的 That was the first time in my life
头一回 that I knew.
一切都始于那一时刻 Everything came from that hour.
我希望能永远如此 I wish that it could last forever.
他们的人生中有着一种美 They have a beauty in their life...
让我变得丑陋不堪 that makes me ugly.
那是欢愉 A joy...
一切都好吗 Everything okay?
没错 Yes.
别走 Don't leave.
- 帮帮我 - 让我把这些放好 - Help me. Help me. - Let me put these down.
你需要什么？ What can I get for you?
- 我有种特殊疾病 - 什么？ - I have a condition. - Yes?
不能被单独留下... Uh, I can't be left alone...
超过五分钟 for more than five minutes.
你需要别的吗？ Can I get you something else?
我想听你唱歌 I'd like to hear you sing.
- 好吧 我得... - 大象 - Okay, I gotta... - Elephant...
- 我得去另一桌 - 为什么 - I gotta check another table. - Why? Why?
- 因为我老板在看 - 哪桌 - 'Cause my boss is watching. - Which other table?
- 你会害我被解雇 - 我就是这么想的 - You're gonna get me fired. - Yep, that's the plan.
你.. You...
你喜欢做什么？ What do you like to do?
这个... Well...
我以前是老师 但这地方工作不多 I was a teacher, but there's not many jobs around here.
- 你教的什么？ - 幼儿园 - What do you teach? - Kindergarten.
- 是吗 - 没错 - Oh, yeah? - Yeah.
你喜欢孩子? You like kids?
是啊 不喜欢孩子 Yes, I do. It wouldn't be a very good job
- 这工作就不好做 对吗？ - 没错 - if I didn't like kids, would it? - No.
你喜欢肉体方面的? So you like physical things?
没错 Yes.
我很害羞 I was shy.
这个音乐会 This concert.
谁第一个上? Who's on first?
这个音乐会 太疯狂了 This concert! It's insane.
我是说 比起伊基·波普的歌 我更擅长唱米克·贾戈尔 No, I said, I do a better Mick Jagger than I do Iggy Pop.
- 好吧！ - 好吧? - Okay! - Okay?
我听错了 I misunderstood.
我不知道我怎么没听到你说的 I don't know how I didn't hear you.
你压根没听我说 You don't listen to me.
我什么都会听的 I'll listen to everything.
唱片公司会... The record companies would sort of...
他们相信艺术... They did... they believed in artistry...
这就是他们放在电影里调动心弦 It's something they put in a film to tweak the heartstrings
或增加肾上腺素的东西 or to raise the adrenaline, you know.
极力想... Desperate to fuckin'...
用尽和弦 然后 “哇！” drain the fuckin' chord and go, "Waah!"
“操我！” And, "Fuck me!"
- “给我！” - 是啊 "Gimme!" - Yeah.
“爱我。” You know, uh, "Love me."
诸如此类 You know, these things.
我住得离克拉里奇酒店很近 Lived very near Claridge's, and, uh...
- 很棒 奢华 - 最新潮的 - Nice. Swanky. - The latest.
我住在上布鲁克街 我... I lived on Upper Brook Street, and I had...
爸爸离开后 After Dad left...
你认为你很失败 you thought you were a failure.
妈妈 Mama...
你给予我们太多了 you gave us so much.
你这么美的手 该戴手套 Your hands are so beautiful. You should be wearing gloves.
我想让你拥有更多 I wanted you to have so much more.
我不知道我们还能去哪 I don't know where else we can go.
切记 我们一无所有 Remember, we have nothing.
你需要钱请律师 Well, you need money for a lawyer.
法律对破产的人没用 The law's no help for people who are ruined.
你拥有一切 You have everything.
拥有你想要的一切 Everything you want.
她喜欢啦啦队队长 She likes the cheerleaders.
你喜欢? You do?
你当过啦啦队队长吗？ Were you ever a cheerleader?
让我害怕 靠近些 Scare me. Come closer.
嫁给我 Marry me.
不行 No.
你送了我妈一栋新房 You gave Mother a new house.
你说我能随时抽身 You said I could get out whenever I wanted,
保留你给我们的一切 keep all you'd given us.
你希望我自由 You wanted me to be free.
为什么我欠你杯可乐？ Why do I owe you a Coke?
你说我不会爬树 You said I couldn't climb the tree.
可没必要 你打算怎么样？ Don't have to. What're you gonna do?
你在那么上面 You're all the way up there.
你以为你力气有多大 How strong do you think you are?
一 二 三 开始 One, two, three, go.
去树那 不准跑 你在跑 To the tree. Don't! You're running. You're running. You're running.
我就如梦境中的人 不断前行 I went along like someone in a dream.
我知道我必须告诉你 I knew I had to tell you.
说出实情 Come clean.
可我不知道怎么说 I didn't know how.
我爱你 I love you...
说得真诚些 Say it like you mean it.
你会骗我吗？ Do you lie to me?
我知道你总想知道实情 但... I know you always wanna know the truth, but...
但我不会 but I don't.
有时 说出实情并非正确的做法 Sometimes the truth isn't the right thing to say.
- 嗯哼 - 说出来会让人 - Mm-hmm. - You can hurt someone more
更受伤 ' Saying it.
- 这好像是张生日贺卡 - 很漂亮吧 - This looks like a birthday card. - Oh, isn't that pretty?
再次活出自我 生日快乐 "The life you live again. Happy birthday.“
你有没想过离开这？ Do you ever think about leaving here?
不知道 I don't know.
你擅长撒谎吗？ Are you a good liar?
你爱我吗？ Do you love me?
为什么问这个？ Why do you ask that?
我想听你说 I like to hear it.
你又不会说 You don't like to say it.
我爱你 I love you.
有时我很害怕 I'm so scared sometimes.
你和我 我们是流浪者 We're Wanderers, you and I.
就像鸟儿 Like birds.
你意思是你也想制作 So you're saying you wanna produce it as well.
我突然觉得有点被忽视了 So I'm suddenly feeling a little bit out in the cold here.
- 懂我意思吗 - 你想帮忙制作? - You know what I'm saying? - Well, you wanna help produce it?
我只是觉得... I just feel like you're...
你在自己做这件事 you're going ahead on this thing by yourself.
看看实际情况 你别插手 Well, just look at the facts. Take it out of your hands.
你为什么觉得不能把它做成乡村乐？ Why do you think it can't work as a country song?
- 能啊 - 或许你... - It can. - Maybe you...
做成乡村乐... As a... as a country...
从耳朵里拔出你的手指 插进屁股 Take your finger outta your ear. Put it back up your ass.
你觉得你比我优秀 对吗？ You think you're better than me, don't you?
你看不起我 You look down on me.
我给了你一切 老兄 I gave you everything, man.
你却还趾高气扬 看不起我 You still sit on your high horse looking down on me.
看看你的指甲 老兄 有污泥吗？ Look at your fingernails, man. Where's the dirt?
你以为能片叶不沾身就到这地步？ You think you can get here without getting your hands dirty at least?
看看我的能力 Look at my batting average.
看看吧 再看看你的 Look at it. Look at yours.
是谁在帮谁啊？ Who's helping who here?
是我写的那些歌 I wrote those songs.
都是我做的 I did the work.
你觉得光是这座城市就有多少人在写歌？ How many people do you think in this city alone are writing songs?
你的歌有那么好? Think your songs are that good?
怎么了 道德吗... Yeah, what is it, morals...
夺取别人的成果 Taking credit for someone else's work.
我跟你说过那烂玩意了 I told you about that shit.
五五分 50-50. Equals.
我们是兄弟 Brothers.
- 走吧 - 快 - Get outta here. - Come on.
- 你怎么看上去这么怪？ - 来吧 - You got a weird way of showing it. - Come on.
- 怎么了？ - 我们是合伙人 是兄弟吗？ - What? - We partners? Are we brothers?
我歌曲的版权为什么 Why'd you put the copyrights to my songs
只署上你的名字？ in your name and your name only?
还是你以为我不知道？ Or did you think I didn't know about that?
也许你觉得 这家伙真傻... No, maybe you thought, "This guy's so stup..."
别把手放我身上 Don't put your hands on... Don't put your hands on me.
别把手放我身上 Don't put your hands on me.
也许你觉得 “这家伙太蠢了 Maybe you thought, "This guy's so stupid,
他不会请律师 he doesn't want a lawyer,
他信任我。” he trusted me."
我们要大吵一架吗 哈？ Should we make a scene? Huh?
我会给你份唱片合同 I'll give you a record contract.
你觉得怎么样？ How's that make you feel?
这不就是你想要的吗？ That's what you want, right?
我喜欢痛苦 I love the pain.
它如同生命 It feels like life.
有时我佩服自己是个伪君子 Sometimes I admire what a hypocrite I am.
对已经习惯的感到奇怪 Strange what you get used to.
你真瘦 You're skinny.
你有没想过回家？ You ever think about coming home?
好吧 Okay.
我感觉才刚出去 Feel like I just got out.
这地方就像起火了 Place felt like it was on fire.
那就来帮忙扑灭吧 Come and help put it out.
- 我尽力了 - 是吗？ - I did my best. - Did you?
你听上去像爸爸 You sound like Dad.
和妈妈在家过得很不容易 It's hard at home with Mom.
因为... 'Cause...
你不想帮忙 you don't wanna be there.
我只是觉得我一直... I just feel like I keep...
在下沉 沉得越来越深 sinking lower, and lower, and lower...
我觉得我很累 I think I'm just tired.
我希望所有痛苦会换来什么 I wanted all that pain to be for something.
我没事 I'm okay.
妈 你身体还好 对吗？ Ma, you're healthy, right?
你是个冷美人 You're a stone cold fox.
把它化成别的东西吧 Turn it into something.
完全就是 You've got... you got... you got it in the bag.
我不觉得这有什么用 亲爱的 I don't think that... I don't think that takes care of everything, darling.
你见你爸了吗？ Have you seen your father?
- 我见他了吗 - 嗯 - Have I seen him? - Mm-hmm.
没 No.
我知道 我得走了 I know, I gotta go.
我不知道 I don't know.
我什么都没做 I haven't done anything.
爸爸会看你吗？ Does Dad even look at you?
他很...奇怪 He's so... strange.
我们等了很久才摆脱那个人 We've... waited so long to be free of that man,
而现在... and now...
你考虑过原谅他吗 Do you think about forgiving him?
没 No, I don't.
- 你会为他祈祷吗？ - 不会 - You pray for him? - No, I don't.
再也不会 Not anymore.
- 为什么？- 有什么意义吗？ - Why? - What's the point?
今天我在街上遇见了他 他... I met him on the street today, and he, um...
说他想签下我 said that he wanted to sign me.
我不知道该跟他说什么 I didn't know what to tell him.
怎么了 这是个好... Why not? I mean, this is... that's a good...
这是你的好机会 That's a good opportunity for you.
你知道我是怎么看他的 但... I mean, you know how I feel about him, but that...
这不该影响你的... that shouldn't affect your...
这不该影响你 that shouldn't affect you.
你该签约 You gotta do it.
你为什么哭？ Why are you crying?
因为我开心 Because I'm happy.
你以前的女朋友 Your old girlfriend...
她叫你和她一起离开 she asked you to go off with her.
你为什么没走 Why didn't you?
因为我吗 Was it for me?
我不在时 你有想过我吗？ eetme#obiewybdetalsnart Do you ever think of me when I'm not here?
- 当然 - 你怎么想的？ - Sure. - Well, what do you think?
为什么你连自己都不认识了 Why wake up next to someone you don't even know
还要在陌生人身边醒来呢？ if you don't even know yourself anymore?
然后呢 你觉得她会快乐吗 What happens then? Do you think she'll be happy...
和鬼魂 假装快乐的人生活？ living with ghosts, sadder?
- 这要复杂得多 - 不复杂 - It's more complicated than that. - No, it's not.
当女孩是什么感觉？ What's it feel like to be a girl?
觉得我有超能力 Like I have special powers.
我不懂什么？ What don't I know?
如何感觉 How to feel.
如何担心 How to be sick to your bones.
如何渴望 How to yearn.
待着 Stay.
你在施法 You're casting spells.
有用吗？ Does it work?
- 嗯哼 - 是吗 - Mm-hmm. - Yeah?
我觉得你都不知道你在做什么 I don't even think you know you're doing it.
我或许知道 I may.
只是四处对人施放法术 Just going around casting spells on people.
你快乐吗？ Are you happy?
我想快乐可能被我误解了 I think I might have misunderstood happiness, you know?
我会做关于它的梦 I dream about it and stuff, and...
有时我会唱关于它的歌 但... I sing about it sometimes, but...
我不... I don't...
不快乐 No.
你想要更多吗？ I mean, would you want more?
我能到处跟着你 I could follow you around.
你会放弃一切? You'd give it all up?
我会 I would.
只要你问我 If you'd ask me.
但你从没问过 But you never do, you know?
我梦想谈恋爱 I dream about being in love and...
变得自由 有安全感 being free and safe.
知道吗？ You know?
你觉得 你能... Can you have, uh... you think...
全都拥有吗？ have it all?
这我很清楚 你没法全都拥有 That's one thing I know. You can't have it all.
你会想我吗？ You gonna miss me?
- 当然 - 是吗 - Yeah. - Yeah?
你会想我吗？ Are you gonna miss me?
你想要我留下吗 Do you want me to stay?
我不能问这个问题 I can't ask you that.
那我就得走了 Well, then I gotta go.
愚蠢的我 Foolish me.
恶魔 Devil.
我得跟你谈谈 I need to talk to you.
我知道 I know.
我爱他 I love him.
当然了 Of course you do.
再说一遍 Say it again.
再说什么? Say what again?
我不想再这样 I don't wanna do this anymore.
我想出去 I want out.
那就走吧 Then go.
我很卑微 I'm low.
我就像泥巴 I'm like mud.
我配不上你 I don't deserve you.
深感耻辱 The shame of it.
情况变了 Things changed.
你变得疑神疑鬼 You became suspicious.
愚蠢的姑娘 Stupid girl.
你们认识多久了？ How long have you known?
不清楚 I don't know, um...
我遇到你之前 在那做接待员 I was a receptionist there before I met you.
我... You know, I...
他在追求你 He's after you.
我梦想让他像帮你那样帮我 I dreamed of having him help me the same way he helped you.
你不必... You don't have to, uh...
隐瞒什么 you know, hide anything.
我们之间没必要有秘密 We don't have to have any secrets between us.
他不喜欢你 为什么还追求你？ Why is he after you if he's not attracted to you?
你和他上过床吗？ Did you ever sleep with him?
上过 Yes.
上过吗? You did?
就一次 Once.
你怎么从没跟我说过？ How come you never told me?
跟我说说那老师 Tell me about the teacher.
跟我说说 Just tell me.
- 告诉我你做了什么 - 我不记得了 - Tell me what you did. - I don't remember.
试着想一想 Try and remember.
- 不行 - 试一下 - I can't - Try and remember.
那时很黑 我说不清 It was dark. I don't know.
他告诉我们要做什么 He told us what to do.
你做了吗？ Did you do it?
做了 Yes.
你做了他叫你做的? You did what he told you to do?
我想过上好生活 I wanna live a good life.
几次？ How many times?
我想 我们... We had...
算有过一次罗曼史 a sort of a romance, I guess.
不止一次 好几次 No, it was more than once. It was several times.
你为什么这么做？ Why'd you just do that?
做什么？ Do what?
来回改变你的故事 Change your story.
我想看看你会怎么做 I was trying it out to see how you'd do.
我是头野兽 I'm a beast.
对此依然没有不开心 Still not unhappy about it.
我似乎再也不能给人带来快乐 I don't seem to bring people happiness anymore.
我浪费了你的爱 I wasted your love.
我错了 I was wrong.
你会原谅我吗？ Will you forgive me?
我们分手了 We broke up.
我想表现出善良的一面 I tried to be kind.
却总显得冷漠 It only made me colder.
你想要我的哪一部分？ What part of me do you want?
从我这拿走你想要的 Take what you want from me.
让我解开它们 Let me untie them.
解开我的 Untie mine.
在我们国家 甚至边境之外 In our state and even across our border.
我们想表达的是 慷慨 We would express that generosity
不只是在此刻和这校园里 not just in this moment or on this campus,
在我们的社区和城市各处 but as we have opportunity every day
在全国各地 甚至边境之外 throughout our community and our city,
我们每天都有机会 around our state, even across our borders.
我们都会被看作是慷慨的人 And we will be known as a generous people.
我们在受到祝福的同时 给予他人祝福 And we bless even as we have been blessed.
因为我们以圣子之名祈祷 For we ask this in Your Son's name.
阿门 Amen.
给予你生命 Gives you life.
吃掉它 Eat it.
我尝过了 I've tasted it.
试过了 Tried it.
这在神里浸过 This is dipped in God.
他们从没去过我们去过的地方 They've never been where we've been.
睁开你的眼睛 Open your eyes.
就这里 Right here you know.
你不会死 You won't die.
我统治着这里 Here I reign.
国王 King.
谁能看见我们？ Who sees us?
世界想被蒙骗 The world wants to be deceived.
能开车吗？ Think you'll be able to drive?
- 我就当不能了 - 我们的朋友会来接我们 - Taking that as a no. - Our friend will pick us up.
好吧 你们得继续 All right. You need to move on.
这有点意思 We have a little fun right here.
坦白说 我不知道你会不会回来 当心点 Quite frankly, I don't know if you're gonna come back. Careful with that.
你知道那条河吗？ You know that river?
这是张环游世界的票 This is a ticket around the world.
最后通知... Last call...
十二号轨道现在要发车了 Now leaving on track twelve.
上车！ Board!
你害怕什么？ What are you afraid of?
你想做什么？ What do you wanna do?
你害怕我吗？ Are you afraid of me?
我曾像你一样 I was once like you.
现在我不知道我还知道什么 I didn't know what I know now.
想想我曾经是什么样的... To think what I once was...
现在是什么样的 what I am now.
- 这是你的狗吗？ - 是的 - Is this your dog? - Yeah.
- 我能打个招呼吗？ - 当然可以 - Can I say hi? - Yeah, of course.
- 你好 - 说你好 - Hi there. - Say hello.
你叫什么名字？ What's your name?
看看你 Look at you.
诸如此类 Stuff like that.
你什么 什么？ You what? What?
- 照看房子的 - 照看房子? - Like, uh, uh, house-sit. - House-sit? Oh.
你好 Hi.
很厌倦那天气 Very tired with the weather.
所以我决定搬来 So I decided to move here.
我不知道我会不会从巴黎搬来 I don't know if I would move here from Paris.
我想体验下 I wanted to experience it.
要我来带他出去 就告诉我 Just let me know when I can come over and take him out or...
- 或是要我喂他也行 - 可以的话 明天吧？ - Anything. If you need me to feed him. - Tomorrow... if fine?
- 你从哪来的？ - 本地人 - Where are you from? - From here.
这就像... Yeah, it's like the, um...
这皮肤 我喜欢这想法 the skin, I like this idea of, um...
蜕皮 you know, losing your... your-your skin.
- 就像不死鸟 - 没错 - And, like, the phoenix. - Yeah.
就像... You know, like...
- 重新开始? - 重新开始 - Starting over? - Start... starting over.
死亡 然后重生... Dying and being reborn...
光照在你脸上太美了 The light is so beautiful on your face.
你的一部分脸浸在阴影中 You have one part of your face in the shadows
另一部分浮在阳光中 and one part in the light.
- 你害怕吗？ - 嗯 - Are you scared? - Mm-mm.
你光天化日下吻了我 You kissed me in public.
你牵了我的手 You held my hand.
待着 Stay.
是他们献出时间来实现的 Volunteer their time to make it so.
奥斯汀单身汉的重要传统 The very traditions of the Bachelors of Austin
是具有奉献精神的人 are the result of years of service
及坚定忠实的会员 by dedicated individuals
多年效劳的结果 and a solid and loyal membership.
今年 为了帮我们迎接并主办一个大型社交季 This year, to help us usher in and host a great social season,
我要特别感谢莱恩·克里克特 I would especially like to thank Layne Cricket
和他妻子苏珊的帮助 and his wife Susan for serving.
你习惯了漂泊 You get used to drifting.
和等待 Waiting.
人们说要跟随光 They say follow the light.
很高兴见到你 So happy to meet you.
你去哪找它？ Where do you find it?
年轻时 要知道什么是光 总是很难 When you're young, it's not always easy to know what is the light.
- 我也不明白 - 除了你 - I don't understand either. - Except for you.
- 这不一样 - 你真会说话 - It's different. - Sweet of you to say.
据说电台有播你的歌 你注定不平庸 I hear you have songs on the radio and you're meant for better things.
拥有这些美好时光 而非拥有生活本身 是可怕的 It'd be awful to have these good times and not have life itself.
在你离开 离我们而去之前 I wanna meet you before you move on
- 我想见你 - 不用 谢谢 - and leave us behind. - Mm-hmm. No, thank you.
她在东部时 和某个家伙混在一起 Uh, she was mixed up with a guy back East.
- 他是个很好的人 - 我懂了 - He was a very nice man, - I understand.
离婚了 有四个孩子 但... Divorced, four kids, but...
听说你刚搬来 I heard you just moved here.
是的 有一两个月了 Yeah, I've been back a couple of months.
介意问一下原因吗？ Mind me asking why?
我好奇 I was, uh, wondering.
我在那长大 I grew up there.
是吗？ Oh, yeah?
不是 我是去上学 No, I went... I went away to school.
去了东部 Back East.
我觉得你有个秘密没告诉我 I think you've got a secret you're not telling me.
这是什么 What is that?
一只鸡 It's a chicken.
拿好 你得... Hold on, you gotta...
你很美 You're beautiful.
但愿我没爱上你 I hope I don't fall in love with you.
没人叫你那样 Nobody asked you to.
怎么了 What's the matter?
我害怕 I'm scared.
他们玩弄性爱 They play with sex.
使它变得廉价 They make it cheap.
也许你需要这世界 Maybe you need this world.
虚伪 表演 The falsehood, the show.
也许推动你血液流动的东西在让狂野的人来到你身边 Maybe what stirs your blood is having wild people around you.
你可能不得不成为一个罪人 You might have to be a sinner.
如果我没成为艺术家怎么办？ What if I don't become an artist?
没有一个像样的生活 Don't have one life.
没有其他的事物 Don't have the other.
四处奔波 试图成为某个人 Running around, trying to be somebody.
抓住生活 Snatching at life.
我有些铀! I got some uranium!
我从我妈那买的 I bought it off my mom.
音乐就是为了感受自由 The music's all about feeling free.
所以你不用做什么就能变得自由 So you don't have to do nothing to be free.
为什么我不自由？ 回答我 Why ain't I free? Answer me that.
我觉得我们... I feel like we are so...
有某种联系 connected.
这... And it's. ..
我没法理解 这就像... I can't really understand, it's like...
我忘掉了一切 I forget everything,
但又看见了你... but seeing you again...
我从不知道我有灵魂 I never knew I had a soul.
这个词让我尴尬 The word embarrassed me.
我一直害怕做自己 I've always been afraid to be myself.
我以为没人在意 I thought there was no one there.
我不相信 I don't believe anything
你说的任何事 that you're saying.
你信的 Yes, you do.
要知道 就连你的声音 You know, but even the... the sound of your voice and...
都让我难过 that upsets me.
我忘了我是什么样的人 I forget what I am.
我是谁的 Whose I am.
你好遥远 You're so far off.
你不尽快过来 我就会死去 I'll die if you don't come soon.
我不喜欢看天上的鸟 I don't like to see the birds in the sky,
因为我在想你 because I miss you.
因为你曾与我一同看过 Because you saw them with me.
快来吧 Come.
把我从坏死了的心中救出来 Save me from my bad heart.
爱抚我 Touch me.
我已经如此萎靡不振 Fallen so low.
我不得不找办法 I had to find my way out...
摆脱你 of you.
继续生活下去 To life.
好了 我们的第二课是沙拉课程 All right, our second course will be our salad course,
有沙拉... which will consist of a salad...
我反对善良 I revolted against goodness.
觉得它欺骗了我 Thought it had deceived me.
小心 马修 Careful, Matthew.
觉得自己能比别人做得更好 Thought I could do better than others.
不需要让他们生活变得美好的东西 Didn't need what made life sweet for them.
看着我 Look at me.
抱歉... I'm sor...
抱歉 我不像姐姐那样 I'm sorry that you're not as proud of me...
让你 as you are...
感到骄傲 with my sisters.
我不是过去我所认为的我 I'm not who I thought I was.
我是好人吗？ Am I a good person?
你为我做了... You made so many...
这么多牺牲 so many sacrifices for me.
好让我有机会做你没法做的事 So that I could have a chance to do the things that you couldn't do...
想当好人吗？ Even want to be?
我辜负了你 And I failed you.
还只是看上去是 Or just seem like one
这样人们就会喜欢我 so people will like me.
我的家庭 my family.
现在是时候跟你说了吗？ Is now the time to tell you that?
我想还不是 I guess not.
- 这是玩笑吗？ - 她在开玩笑 妈 - Is this a joke? - She's kidding, ma.
是玩笑 Oh, it was a joke.
不是很好笑 Not very funny.
干杯 Cheers.
失陪下 Excuse me for a second.
你不开心 You're unhappy
我看得出来 I can see it.
不好意思 Sorry about that.
你做了什么？ What'd you do?
她不适合你 She's the wrong person for you.
什么？ I'm sorry?
这不行 It's wrong.
拜托 亲爱的 没事的 Come on, honey. It's okay.
我不明白 但... I don't understand it, but...
- 我能陪你走吗？ - 不行 - Can I walk with you? - No.
我不知道如何改变 I don't know how to change.
我想改变 I want to.
你怎么做？ How do you?
你能带我去个地方吗？ Will you take me somewhere?
你怎么好转起来的？ How do you get better?
要有所牺牲 Gotta sacrifice something.
怎么知道自己是在骗自己？ How do you know when you're lying to yourself?
却又给人承诺 When you give somebody your word...
这意味着什么吗？ does it mean anything?
你能把它收回 You can just take it back.
我告诉她 我会尽力 I told her that I'm gonna do my best.
尽力不说语不达意的话 Do my best not to say things I don't mean.
世界在你身旁建了藩篱 The world built a fence around you.
你怎样越过？ How do you get through?
连接? Connect?
还有别的东西 There's something else.
想要我们找到它的东西 Something that wants us to find it.
你是我不了解的那部分... You're the part that I don't know...
也是你自己所不了解的 that you don't know yourself.
我发誓 I swear.
你干这行多久了 How long have you been doing this?
我的梦想是当老师 My dream was to be a teacher,
但我未婚夫过世后 but this is kind of something I just...
我就从事了这份工作 I fell into after my fiancé passed.
为了纪念他 但... In memory for him, but...
这不是人们会选择去做的事 like, this is not something that people just choose to do,
所以我在尝试... 这只是我达到目的的手段 so I'm trying... this is just a means to an end for me. ᴇᴍᴛᴇᴇ
他在世时 会好得多 It was so much better when he was around.
但... But, you know...
上帝有所安排 God has a plan, and...
我猜这是他计划的一部分 and I guess this is part of his plan.
肖恩去世 然后我就这样了 You know, Shawn being gone and me being in this situation
我别无选择 只能做我做的事 所以... where I have no choice but to do what I do, so...
最终 他也许会听到我的祷告 然后我会... Eventually, maybe he'll hear my prayers and I'll be able to...
继续向前 做些什么事... you know, move forward and do something...
让人生有价值 valued with my life.
让我爸为我骄傲 Something my dad can be proud of, you know.
好好赚钱 别让钱蒙蔽了你 Make the money. Don't let the money make you.
制造幻象 Create the illusion,
但别让自己相信幻象 but don't let yourself believe that illusion.
只让他相信就好 Only make him believe it.
别让自己陷进去 Don't let yourself get caught up in it.
我售卖幻想 而非身体 I sell a fantasy, not my body.
我售卖幻象 I sell an illusion.
我售卖... I sell, you know...
给这些人白日梦 a daydream to these guys.
我尽量不开饼干罐 And I try to keep the cookie jar closed.
那是我吗 Is that me?
不开饼干罐 The cookie jar closed.
你让我焚烧 You burn me.
你是谁？ Who are you?
我没法直接占有这世界 I can't take this world straight.
外面的大糖果店 Big candy store out there.
- 我感觉有点不安全 - 你喜欢喝什么？ - I think I get a little insecure - What do you like to drink?
我只是寻找安慰... And... you know, I just... I look for comfort...
- 在这我不该这样 - 你喜欢到高处吗？ - in places I shouldn't. - You like to get high?
不知道 I don't know...
这有点... It's kind of...
我很怪 I'm weird.
- 我只是... - 你的幻想是什么？ - I'm just... - What's your fantasy?
什么会让你兴奋？ What turns you on?
被人需要就会让我兴奋 I think just being wanted turns me on.
告诉我什么让你害怕 Tell me what scares you.
我很怕蜘蛛 I'm really scared of spiders.
不过大多数东西我都不怕 Um, but most things don't scare me.
我觉得我皮肤很厚 I think I have a thick skin.
我觉得我很强壮 I think I'm pretty strong.
什么让你真的害怕？ No, but what really scares you?
我不认识我的家人 I don't know my family.
除了我 没人关心我 No one's ever been there for me but me.
你喜欢那些姑娘 对吗？ You like those girls, don't you?
她们知道你是什么样的人 They know what you are.
我是个小女孩时 When I was a girl,
我爱每一个人 I loved everyone.
你扼杀了我的爱 You killed my love.
我怎么说？ What did I say?
做? Do?
妈妈 我对自己感到害怕 Mom, I'm afraid of myself.
我心中有仇恨 A hatred in me.
每一件能让我获得自由的事 Everything I could do to get free...
浮现在我脑中 goes through my mind.
让我有恶念 Makes me evil.
我曾以为我绝不会变恶 I used to think I could never be wicked.
变恶 Wicked before.
对我来说遥不可及 A long way out for me.
少寻求安慰 ...not so much to seek to be consoled...
但求理解人 ...as to understand,
少求爱 但求付出爱 to be loved as to love.
在舍时有所得 For it is in giving that we receive.
在原谅时... It is in pardoning...
- 这是砰 - 砰 Bang. Bang.
砰 祝愿所有你爱的人 Bang, may the blessings of all those that you love
和所有爱你的人... and those who love you...
妈妈 Mama.
我现在在哪？ Where am I now?
我们在哪？ Where are we?
我知道我被摧毁得有严重 I knew how destroyed... I was.
原谅我 Forgive me.
那时候 她有没 In that time, did she have
任何病史或服用药物？ any medical history or medication?
她的心理健康问题呢？ About her mental health issues?
她有没有什么意念？ Had she ever had any ideations?
或向你表达过抑郁情绪？ Or expressed any depression to you?
你把吃的都弄身上了 You got food all over you.
我只是想来... I just wanted to come...
来坐你身旁 come and sit next to you.
事情都变得跟我们想的有点不同 对吗？ Things turned out a little different than we thought they would, didn't they?
它们喜欢胡萝卜和苹果 They like carrots and apples.
我有时会带个给它们 但... Every now and then, I'll bring them one, but...
现在它们被宠坏了 They're spoiled now.
这些旧吉他似乎有一首为你准备好的歌 These old guitars seem to have a song ready-made for you.
它们总有老歌... They always have old songs...
我能用一根和弦弹上好几个小时 I can go on for hours with one chord.
单和弦弹奏 It's just one chord hammering.
你看出来没 Can you see?
她的脸和你的很像 Yeah, she has a face... a face like yours.
我不知道我为什么来这派对 I do... f don't know... I didn't know why I was coming to this party.
看到你之后 我就想 “这就是原因。” Then I saw you, and I thought, "That's why."
你有男友吗？ You got a boyfriend?
还没 No.
- 我不这么认为 - 我们以前见过吗？ I don't think so. Did we meet before?
- 见过吗？ - 我以前见到过你 - Did we? - I've seen you before.
- 哪？ - 很多次 - Where? - Lots of times.
我没做错什么吧？ But I mean, I'm... I'm not doing anything wrong, am I?
- 没说错什么吧 - 没 - By talking to you? - No.
你脸上有东西 There's something on your face.
弄掉没？ Did you get it?
弄掉了吗？ Did you get it?
靠近点 Gotta come closer.
好了 I got it.
谢谢 Thank you.
开始吧 Here we go.
- 好的 从开头弹起 - 好 - Okay, start from the beginning. - Okay.
是从这开始的 还是有引子？ Does it start right there, or does it have an intro?
你想...？ Do you want it to...?
不过更慢 But slower.
这是个爱情故事 It's a love story.
不好意思 Excuse... excuse me.
嘿 Hey.
嗨 Hi.
这是真的吗？ Is this happening?
那个和你在旅馆的姑娘是谁？ Who was that girl I saw you with at the hotel?
没什么 Just a girl.
就是一个女人 A woman.
你笑什么？ Why you smiling?
不知道 I don't know.
我没必要告诉你那种事 I don't have to tell you that kind of thing.
我没发觉还有不能说的 Oh, I didn't realize there was something not to tell.
她是你女友? She was your girlfriend?
嗯哼 Mm-hmm.
发生了什么？ What happened?
我和她一起出门 I went out with her,
然后我再也没打过她电话 and I never called her again.
你爱她吗？ Did you love her?
当时我没意识到 I didn't realize it at the time.
别笑 Don't smile.
好吧... Well...
- 准备好没？ - 好了 - You ready? - Okay.
你得憋住 You gotta try harder than that.
我希望我能收回每一个伤口 I wish I could take back every wound.
我猜那蓝虫回来了 Guess that blue bug is back.
每一个疑问 Every doubt.
你找到了我 You found me.
你伸出了你的手 You held out your hand.
我开始做爱 I took sex.
这是份礼物 A gift.
我玩弄它 I played with it.
我玩弄生命的火焰 I played with the flame of life.
1980年 我结婚了 I was married in 1980,
1994年起 我成了 and I've been a widow since...
寡妇 但... 1994, but...
我依然戴着戒指 因为他仍是我丈夫 I still wear my ring 'cause he's still my husband.
我们没有离婚 所以... You know, we didn't get divorced, so...
这是我的结婚戒指 This is... this is my wedding ring,
这是他死后 我给自己买的 and this I bought for myself after he died.
这是给没赢得马拉松比赛 It's what they gave runners who didn't win a marathon
但跑完的人的 but finished the race.
做艺术家 我从没想过我会活很久 Be an artist. I never thought I would live long.
我本该在成为艺术家之后 因肺结核什么的英年早逝 You know, I'd be an artist and die young of tuberculosis or something
像夏洛特·勃朗特那样 但... like Charlotte Bronté, but, uh...
你做了什么不好的事？ What bad thing did you do?
就是… Just...
跟一个我以为... got involved with...
能帮到我的男人纠缠不清 this man who I thought could help me and...
你犯了个错误 知道吗 你有审视吗 You made a mistake, you know? Do you look at it...
你会好的 You'll do fine.
我爱你 I love you.
谢谢 Thank you.
那是你的男友吗？ Is that your fella?
为他奋斗 Fight for him.
好好爱他 Really love him.
别让他离开 Don't let him get away.
“仁慈有一颗人心 "For Mercy has a human heart;
怜悯有一张人脸 Pity, a human face;
爱有一副神圣的人形 And Love, the human form divine:
和平有一身人的衣服 And Peace, the human dress.
在四面八方祈祷的 Then every man, of every slime,
所有一切受难的人们 That prays in his distress,
都向那神圣的人形祈祷 Prays to the human form divine.
爱 仁慈 怜悯 和平 Love, Mercy, Pity, Peace.
人人都爱这个人的形象 And all must love the human form,
不管是异教徒 穆斯林还是犹太人...”（出自威廉·布莱克的《天真与经验之歌》） In heathen, Turk, or Jew..."
- 想要他在你肩上吗？ - 嗯哼 - Want him on your shoulder? - Mm-hmm.
这就像一个新的天堂 It was like a new paradise.
原谅 Forgiveness.
我想我得回家了 Think I gotta go home.
我爸病了 Dad's sick.
我妈快疯了 Mom's gone crazy.
我兄弟不干好事 Brother's up to no good.
我不会停止爱你 I won't stop loving you.
我觉得我停止不了 I don't think I can.
BV（即瑞恩·高斯林饰演的角色） BV...
这很复杂 It's complicated.
你在这 There you are.
我得回去 重新开始 I gotta go back and start over.
就像小孩那样 Like a kid.
我没有合适的心给你 I didn't have the right heart in me.
你是我唯一爱的人 You're the only one I love.
即使在经历了这一切之后 Even after all we've been through.
仁慈是一个词 Mercy was a word.
我从未想到我会需要它 I never thought I needed it.
或是不像别人那么需要 Or not as much as other people do.
你问我是否也想走出去 You asked me if I wanted to come out, too.
我以前从没去过西部 I've never been out West before.
我会来找你 I'll come find you.
必须抬起脚步 Gonna have to pick your feet up.
你不这样就会被别人代替 If you don't, we will have somebody to replace you.
我已经受够了 I'm-I'm just tired of this.
就让我们上前帮助吧 So let's get up there and lend a hand.
你想回归简单的生活 You wanna go back to a simple life.
我也一样 I want the same.
让我们之间再没有任何阻碍 Let nothing come between us.
永远如此 Ever.
这个 This.
只有这个 Only this.